Okay, so this is a little selfish, but am getting a little bored of telling the same story over and over, and seeing friends tip-toe around.
Did I have a good Christmas?
NO.
Adie left me on Christmas eve. and has since told me there is no chance of getting back together.
A few months a go she told me she no longer finds me attractive, this was a terrible blow, but I was just about coping. Then a few weeks later she falls in love with another guy. Nothing happened between her and this other guy (he’s happily married), but it made her realize she doesn’t love me enough to be with me.
So it is now over.
But we are trying to stay friends.
I’m struggling to cope. I don’t know what I supposed to do, but I’m taking it one day at a time and hopefully I get out the other end.
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Coheed
Coheed and Cambria have done a cover of ‘The Church’ s song ‘Under the Milky Way’.
It’s very beautiful.
Check it out here..
http://www.myspace.com/coheedandcambria
Sometimes when this place gets kinda empty
the sound of the breath fades with the light
I think about the loveless fascination
under the milky way tonight
lower the curtain down on Memphis
lower the curtain down on me
I got no time for private consultation
under the milky way tonight
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
and it’s something quite peculiar
something shimmering and white
it leads you here, despite your destination
under the milky way tonight
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
and it’s something quite peculiar
something shimmering and white
leads you here, despite your destination
under the milky way tonight
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
under the milky way tonight
under the milky way tonight
under the milky way tonight
It’s very beautiful.
Check it out here..
http://www.myspace.com/coheedandcambria
Sometimes when this place gets kinda empty
the sound of the breath fades with the light
I think about the loveless fascination
under the milky way tonight
lower the curtain down on Memphis
lower the curtain down on me
I got no time for private consultation
under the milky way tonight
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
and it’s something quite peculiar
something shimmering and white
it leads you here, despite your destination
under the milky way tonight
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
and it’s something quite peculiar
something shimmering and white
leads you here, despite your destination
under the milky way tonight
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
wish I knew what you were looking for
might have known what you would find
under the milky way tonight
under the milky way tonight
under the milky way tonight
Queen
Love of my Life
Love of my life, you hurt me,
You’ve broken my heart, and now you leave me.
Love of my life can’t you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.
Love of my life don’t leave me,
You’ve stolen my love now desert me,
Love of my life can’t you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.
You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there at your side,
To remind you how I still love you
I still love you.
Hurry back hurry back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.
Love of my life,
Love of my life.
* * *
Save Me
It started off so well
They said we made a perfect pair
I clothed myself in your glory and your love
How I loved you
How I cried…
The years of care and loyalty
Were nothing but a sham it seems
The years belie we lived a lie
I love you till I die
Save me save me save me
I can’t face this life alone
Save me save me save me…
Im naked and Im far from home
The slate will soon be clean
Ill erase the memories
To start again with somebody new
Was it all wasted
All that love? ...
I hang my head and I advertise
A soul for sale or rent
I have no heart Im cold inside
I have no real intent
Save me save me save me
I can’t face this life alone
Save me save me save me…
Im naked and Im far from home
Each night I cry I still believe the lie
I love you till I die
Save me save me save me
Don’t let me face my life alone
Save me save me ooh…
Im naked and Im far from home
Love of my life, you hurt me,
You’ve broken my heart, and now you leave me.
Love of my life can’t you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.
Love of my life don’t leave me,
You’ve stolen my love now desert me,
Love of my life can’t you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.
You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there at your side,
To remind you how I still love you
I still love you.
Hurry back hurry back,
Don’t take it away from me,
Because you don’t know what it means to me.
Love of my life,
Love of my life.
* * *
Save Me
It started off so well
They said we made a perfect pair
I clothed myself in your glory and your love
How I loved you
How I cried…
The years of care and loyalty
Were nothing but a sham it seems
The years belie we lived a lie
I love you till I die
Save me save me save me
I can’t face this life alone
Save me save me save me…
Im naked and Im far from home
The slate will soon be clean
Ill erase the memories
To start again with somebody new
Was it all wasted
All that love? ...
I hang my head and I advertise
A soul for sale or rent
I have no heart Im cold inside
I have no real intent
Save me save me save me
I can’t face this life alone
Save me save me save me…
Im naked and Im far from home
Each night I cry I still believe the lie
I love you till I die
Save me save me save me
Don’t let me face my life alone
Save me save me ooh…
Im naked and Im far from home
Sunday, 29 November 2009
Welcome Home
You could have been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would have endured my world
Well if you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if SO here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest, is A love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played myartar
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep.
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon pray, Demon out.
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl,
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl
Before I hope you die.
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would have endured my world
Well if you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if SO here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest, is A love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played myartar
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep.
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon pray, Demon out.
Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl,
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl
Before I hope you die.
Thursday, 6 August 2009
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